You’ll always be that one that I let get away
Occasionally, I still wonder what would have happened if I did things differently, if I stayed by your side, if I was more patient, if I took the hints, if I didn’t let us drift, if I didn’t give up…And I know everything’s just excuse for me being too scared to hold onto you like I should have. Now you’re with him and I’ll probably continue to occasionally remember you as that one that got away. But I know that you’re a smart girl and I know he’s a good guy, so I’m not worried. It’s cliche and lame, but what’s wrong with having that one regret, that one “what if”. You live and you learn.
Finally got a chance to have a fast and furious marathon #RIP #PaulWalker
Because it’s too perfect.That look on your face that’s halfway between understanding and oblivion. That you’ve figured out the basics, but the specifics are still a mystery to you. That beautiful limbo between experience and not, knowing that every time I introduce you to something know I’m taking you a little further away from one and towards the other. Innocence turns me into a monster, gluttony for deviance overriding all other impulses.
Because it makes me permanent, no matter how impermanent the relationship. I’ll always be the one who introduced you to this, or took that away from you for the first time. Because suddenly I’m the bridge between who you are now and who you could be, and when all those bridges intersect a giant edifice of me is towering up, a Babel that can only ever come crashing down on you.
Because I can’t help but be mean to innocence. Cuteness. Adorability. Because it’s so well composed, carefully put together, that I can’t help but want to destroy it. Revel in the corruption, the creation, the cascade of an avalanche of a tumble that your innocence will take. I don’t even care if it’s genuine; fuck, it’s probably better if it’s not, because you can channel that descent that much more to my liking.
I can’t help but fuck innocence, because it’s the antithesis of perversion, and there’s nothing more perverted than fucking your opposite.
(Source: herkindmaster, via cutupan9el)
ELO, AOMG's latest member, on Jay Park
[ELO was on DJ Wegun’s Ustream “Fresh Avenue” today and talked about Jay & AOMG]
ELO; JaeBum hyung, Sajangnim(CEO), Park Sajangnim.. Jay hyung seems to be a person who doesn’t have pores. His skin is so good…
DJ Wegun; I think he’s prettier than girls. Are we becoming gays like this?
ELO; We’re all becoming gays like this… Sajangnim is very free-spirted and funny, I think. He’s doing good to me in every aspect including musical part… He buys me food everyday..
lol Jay turns all the namjas into gays
"My philosophy is: If you can’t have fun, there’s no sense in doing it."
Rest In Peace Paul Walker (September 12th, 1973-November 30th, 2013)
Rest In peace you beautiful man I miss you
(Source: jamesfrancoforever, via viviannanaleia)
Happy birthday to me! ^^ #michaelkors #watch #lacoste #cologne #blackfriday